i forgot i had a blog.
haha. i feel stupid.
i forgot i have something that i can tell ANYTHING to. YAYYYYYYYY
haha. so if you know me in the polyvore world, you know that I made a set yesterday saying that I wanted to look extra cute because my crush's friend told my friend he was gonna ask me out today...TOTAL LIE! he knew i liked him, a lot. so he pranked me and totally thought it was funny to get my hopes up. but it was NOT so funny to me. i've been crying for at least a couple hours over that and a few more things including my tense relationship with my bestfriend, my grandma getting cancer(for the 4th time), my boy troubles, and my friend Emilie from school going anorexic(no joke). her mom's making her transfer to this rehab school because she lost like 75 pounds in 3 1/2 months. i feel so bad. i knew she had been getting teased and was insecure. all of us(her friends) always defended her, but we never knew it was gonna get this serious...
just writing this makes me cry even more. so right now my life is beyond suckish, you don't even know. and thanks to anyone who is actually reading this. because i know most people don't like putting up with my so-called crappy attitude.
well other than that...just boring school stuff.
BUT OMG! SCHOOL DANCE TOMORROW! yayyyy. since i have no boy(whateverrr), i'll be on the dance floor with my boyfriend-less friends i guess. haha. this might be the actually only good thing about this week. woohoo!!!
so i guess that's all I have to say. thanks to the few people reading this!
